AFTER
my hair!!
14 years ago
Monday, July 13, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
WAT!!! It's BM from 2012: DPM
whatthehellthosepeoplethink, science and maths to be taught in Malay in national school,aiya..bagi ppl more bodo ada la, how la malaysia want to maju if like that, dah la economy and politic oso not good.
tired..
- im tired..
- bt im having fun 2day..
- we went 2 mall
- n bought lotsa clothes
- i got new spec oso,oOOOoo,hehe
- aiya..so tired u know masuk dat fitting room
- n then we went 2 saloon 2 cut my hair
- apuuuu my superlovelyhair,huhu :(
- then....
- we relax 2 mamam at Mcd,hehe
- then balik la,hee~~~
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Being alone..
Being alone has never really bothered me. With two working parents, I quickly learned ways to entertained myself – by myself. My mother worked evenings and nights. So, I had little choice but to be independent and comfortable in my own skin.
I did spend quite a long time at my cousins house, growing up. Her mothr, I believe, realized how difficult it was for me. She always treated me as her own daughter, and for that I am truly grateful.
Reality was rather cruel sometimes.
Although I spent little time with my mother, due to her work schedule, she was my best friend growing up.
Anyway, allowing in loneliness does not help in any regard. Something I was forced to learn early in my life.
I have come to realize, over many years, that we will all face loneliness in our lives – and that is okay. I think that loneliness is only painful when we are not comfortable being by ourselves.
If we cannot be comfortable in our own skin, we seek that companionship, outside of ourselves, to make us forget what we choose to avoid.
I don’t think any relationship will cure loneliness if we cannot be happy on our own. And to seek such a relationship will only cause us to suffer. Because it is the nature of any relationship to come to an end.
Think how much better our relationships with others would be if we accept that we can be happy on our own.
Of course, it takes a long time to be comfortable in your own skin. You have to take responsibility for your actions, your past, and the course you plot for your future.
The Storm
The winds are starting to whip. The clouds are thickening, a wall of steel grey in the sky, swollen with moisture, ready to burst fourth and soak the earth.
The first droplets are ready to fall, the iron damn the only thing holding them back.
The wind shifts, the thunder rolls, the lightening cracks. The storm begins. The rain falls, soaking the ground, pooling in the street, rushing down storm drains.
The wind begins to howl like an angry wolf, lightening pierces the sky in forked tongues. Trees start to sway, bend, and twist with the violence of the storm, some remain standing, others fall, shaking the very earth with their mighty trunks as they crash to the ground.
The storm rages on.
The wind rips roots from the ground, cracking the earth with great fissures.
The wind roars now as the storm escalates. And then suddenly, it's over. The clouds begin to part, the birds begin to sing again. And as the storm moves on, it leaves in it's a wake a sign of hope.
A beautiful rainbow, shining brightly and clearly in the now calm skies, offering a glimpse of hope after the storm has passed.
Monday, July 6, 2009
The Mirror
Between the woods the afternoon
Is fallen in a golden swoon,
The sun looks down from quiet skies
To where a quiet water lies,
And silent tress stoop down to trees.
And there I saw a white swan met
Another white swan in the lake;
And, breast to breast, both motionless,
They waited for the wind’s caress…
And all the water was at ease.
Spring Morning
Where am I going? I don’t quite know.
Down to the stream where the king-cups grow–
Up on the hill where the pine-trees blow–
Anywhere, anywhere. I don’t know.
Where am I going? The clouds sail by,
Little one, baby ones, over the sky.
Where am I going? The shadows pass,
Little ones, baby ones, over the grass.
If you were a cloud, and sailed up there,
You’d sail on water as blue as air,
And you’d see me here in the fields and say:
“Doesn’t the sky look green today?”
Where am I going? The high rooks call:
“It’s awful fun to be born at all.”
Where am I going? The ring-doves coo:
“We do have beautiful things to do,”
If you were a bird, and lived on high,
You’d lean on the wind when the wind came by,
You’d say to the wind when it took you away:
“That’s where I wanted to go today!”
Where am I going? I don’t quite know.
What does it matter where people go?
Down to the wood where the blue-bells grow–
Anywhere, anywhere. I don’t know.
100 drawing challenge
1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.
2.) No time limit so have fun
3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.
3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.
4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that……
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed
5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic
6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.
THE LIST……………………….
1. Introduction
2. Love
3.Light
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature –GOD’s creation
23. Dog
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can’t
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
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